I'll be your Paparazzi

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Keeping me there, under your thumb.
Monday,
Bed ridden for most of the day, i have been pushing my body too hard. Nonetheless, i have my Ghost whisperer to keep me company. My lump of worries, i need to address the fear soon.

Constantly I think of her,
she’s always on my mind.
To me she is the perfect girl,
who I never thought I’d find.
I didn’t know I’d fall so fast,
she swept me off my feet.
I want to hold her close to me,
feeling our hearts beat.
I wish that she could see inside of me,
inside my head and heart.
Then she’d know without a doubt,
that I will never part.
Charmaine you are the only one,
you are a dream come true.
I can’t wait to spend my life,
each day in love with you.

Tuesday,
The mood has been swinging real hard and the screw almost broke lose. I didn't have a PRE menstrual syndrome but a POST menstrual syndrome. The victim slowly died in my hands, as i tortured with excruciating verbal pain.
Heavy dinner with Rina, gorge myself because somehow food makes me happy, it stimulates the hormones in me. I was chewing gum, bit the tip of my tongue and it bled non-stop, i even saw a tiny piece of flesh dangling.

Chris showed up and it caused a mental block for us during the last few practices of new routines but i manage to get the moves right after more rounds. We've been a tad too tofu for previous classes, this time i made an effort to add more "ugh" forcefully to the moves.
Macdonald's for supper.


❤C H A R M A I N E L A R A Let's take this journey together, where ecstacy is not a word, but a reality. ❤You Know The Drills ❤You Knew About Us Aggie Amanda Angeline Aurelia Cheryl Cherlynn Dayana Diana Eunice Kat Mr. Khoo Priscilla Priya Rina ShiHui Wendy XiaXue Dawn Yang ❤The Journey March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009	Tuesday, July 29, 2008 Keeping me there, under your thumb. Monday, Bed ridden for most of the day, i have been pushing my body too hard. Nonetheless, i have my Ghost whisperer to keep me company. My lump of worries, i need to address the fear soon. Constantly I think of her, she’s always on my mind. To me she is the perfect girl, who I never thought I’d find. I didn’t know I’d fall so fast, she swept me off my feet. I want to hold her close to me, feeling our hearts beat. I wish that she could see inside of me, inside my head and heart. Then she’d know without a doubt, that I will never part. Charmaine you are the only one, you are a dream come true. I can’t wait to spend my life, each day in love with you. Tuesday, The mood has been swinging real hard and the screw almost broke lose. I didn't have a PRE menstrual syndrome but a POST menstrual syndrome. The victim slowly died in my hands, as i tortured with excruciating verbal pain. Heavy dinner with Rina, gorge myself because somehow food makes me happy, it stimulates the hormones in me. I was chewing gum, bit the tip of my tongue and it bled non-stop, i even saw a tiny piece of flesh dangling. Chris showed up and it caused a mental block for us during the last few practices of new routines but i manage to get the moves right after more rounds. We've been a tad too tofu for previous classes, this time i made an effort to add more "ugh" forcefully to the moves. Macdonald's for supper. the sweetest drug at 11:59 PM