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Let's take this journey together, where ecstacy is not a word, but a reality. ❤You Know The Drills ❤You Knew About Us
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Thursday, February 26, 2009
Ain't bluffin' with my muffin.
Tuesday, Work. Nails enamel-ed with red and black, so formula 1, who said that? Wednesday, After the morning skype, took a tiny nap before heading off to the airport to pick my crazy buddy, Kevin. It was scheduled at 5.31pm, but i only got there half an hour later. With my squinty eyes, trying so hard to spot him, for a moment, i thought i missed him. At last, i noticed a silhouette in blur vision approaching me with a video camcorder, almost didn't recognized that full bearded terrorist. Train our way down to backpackers to drop off bags and towards gym immediately without any waste of time. Speaking of which, i've been missing it for prolly 2 weeks or so, and yes, i feel damn guilty about it. Made up for the lost, an hour, dinner at Mr. Bean. Thursday, Set off at noon, with scorching hot weather, Malaysia. Brunch with only 4 euros for 2, call that cheap! Bags of shopping loots, shoes, clothes and shades. A total of 7 hours in Johor Bahru, pretty worn out towards the end of the day. Drop the loots at home, while mom was chatting him up for a wee bit. Friday, A late start of the day, in the late afternoon, mom insisted that i bring him to try the all famous Chinese food, or rather, Singapore's specialties. We started with just fried carrot cake and fried kuay teow, all the fattening food soaked in oil. Approaching late evening, made our way down to catch my BFFs, farewell dinner for WanTing, Timbre at Substation. Jugs of booze, thin crusts pizzas and seafood platter combined with head bobbing retro tracks and live rock band. And with all that, the craziness sets in while my BFFs revealed their wild side. Kevin had the privilege of being the only man, whom he claims to be lesbian. Saturday, Another late start to the day, whipped up noodles for Kevin and myself. Parents came back in the evening just before we're about to leave, and i had to stay for awhile to talk with my Vietnam cousins who just arrived days ago. Brandon decided to tag along for dinner at Billy Bombers, Obama burgers and Betty Roast Chicken. Tourist attractions at the Esplanade and with the Merlion. ![]() What was planned as a clubbing night, was brushed off because of the troublesome to and fro trips to get Kevin changed to the right attire. I thought berms were allowed, isn't it the trend in Singapore now? Settled for games of pool with them, bid farewell to Brandon who was leaving in the wee hours. Mustafa-ed with tank top, shorts and over sized flip flops, no wonder i get stares from Indians, it was only 15minutes of walking distance from the hostel. Sunday, Got my Zebra printed flip flops before heading to Sentosa at night, an hour there just for a feel of how's the beach of Singapore is. A trip to the gym but was a tad too late, went for supper at Brittany's Crepes. That was where i got a new source of pending income, told myself, never give up on any feasible money making opportunities. Monday, Waking up in the early morning, when the sun is still not up yet. To the airport, McDonald's for breakfast and farewell hug to my crazy buddy from the Eiffel Tower who's heading to the retirement state of old folks, Perth. Waste no time in napping at home before work, i had to get in touch with my muffin after 5 days of holiday. Unfortunately, WanTing was departing at night for Melbourne, couldn't make it to send her off, certainly am gonna start missing the nonsense moments with her. And as soon as time passes, if work and savings allow, will be going over to see her in a few months. Aunt called, impromptu gathering at the pub after work with Vietnam cousins before they leave. It was good news that furry muffin has passed his PAST with flawless scores, up one notch to the awaiting. Tuesday, I've been losing touch with the world wide web for close to a week, i feel so uncomfortable, moreover, i have 2 days at work without it. Work, before that 9 text messages, 2 missed calls and a final call i picked up, from my bosses. Imagine having your bosses to wake you up, isn't that a privilege? Fricking pissed off with the WiFi and mobile that kept disconnecting me at the most crucial point of time. I was mood affected for the rest of the day that i just gorge myself with food, even though i thought i was going on strike with it. I'm a glutton. Also, i have been swaying from left to right time to time for the past 2 days. Got the feelings cleared and no beating around the bushes, i heaved a sigh of relief, that weight that was imposed on me for the 8hours. As suggested, pink enamel with a huge cross in the middle, i need help with my right hand. Wednesday, Work. Oh yes, i'm very aware of the recent late comings that have started to show irresponsibility. I guess it's just a matter of getting used to my biological clock once again, the holiday with Kevin took much of my time away. But again, it's time i learn how to juggle and multitask even better than before. And so, i just got a gentle reminder from my boss. I just need to get a few more alarms, that's about it. Nothing more, nothing less. I'm spending my day doing the notes people tagged me on, some of which are pretty interesting that you might wanna read them to find out more about me. Again, i wonder, who has the time to create all these questions? Thursday, Apparently, my 45mins PT was very much put down and insulted by my new found PT. I have a routine to follow whenever i hit the gym, otherwise i would get a hearing to quit whining like a bitch. So, i jogged and ran on the treadmill today, instead of my usual brisk walking. However, it left me with no time to work on some areas, legs and arms accomplished. I'm gonna have to drill this in me as from today, dear all, please bless me with perseverance and motivation. I can do it! On a side note, would i lose my boobs if i lose those fats? Work. Reminder, flutter kicks later! After a week long of activities, did you guys missed me? If not, i'll stop blogging, and you won't get to read my roller coaster ride of life! Okay, that was just a harmless threat. I'm your biggest fan, i'll follow you until you love me, there's no other superstar, you know i'll be your paparazzi.
Monday, February 16, 2009
I'm not dream girl, not perfection.
Thursday, Work. I have a new found hobby and routine added, Skype-ing in City Wok! Clips of commentator with Tupac and Joan, made my day. Friday, Friday the 13th indeed, i don't recall anything happened but i was sure something happened. Work. Did i just skyped for 7 hours or more? Saturday, Happy Valentines' Day! It was a happening day, for the fact that i received a new shock at home. So, by trying to avoid more pushing of blames and responsibilities, i immediately dolled up and left for my date. Karaoke with Wendy and WanTing for a straight 5 hours, nonstop holla over the microphone. Dined in at Ajisen Ramen and shopping spree. For the whole day, i was pretty cautious about my babies falling out of the dress, oh wells. Got a new addition on my hair, as a valentines' day gift for this muffin over the seas and oceans. Sweet ain't it? Now where's my present? Sunday, Work, surviving on that barely enough 2hours of sleep, prying the eyes with toothpicks, Grotesque and DS. Tango, killing me with them killer heels. Dinner-ed at Xin Wang and rendezvous stories of Rina and Chrispy. Makes my imagination wonder so much, i had to put a stop to it. I felt like peter pan or rather, an elf, so green and fairy tale. Monday, Work. Mom just rang up, surprisingly. We were supposed to be on cold war but i guess she needed my help this time round. Holla on the mobile for bout 45mins. It's already 3pm, i'm not at all hungry, which sounds pretty good to me. I'm a real thing and that's a good thing cause what i bring is really something, i'm a girl who will never be what she's not, i could be the closest that you met.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Leaving on a jet plane.
Tuesday, Work. It started out with a thing in my head, then i put some actions to it. Made a clip, and there you go, did i really mispronounce "Fourth"? After numerous replay, i couldn't deny further. In return, i received a clip which took forever to upload, a game in real life. That clip made my day, better than any youtube videos i've seen by far because of the classic end, you would never expect it from that sinister killer look. As soon as i got home, i just merely started sisters bonding session on the bed and a few minutes later it dragged me into sleep. The next moment i wake up, 3am, dinner and a out of the bed look video processing. There's nothing more i ask for but to sing to you and you would grasp the bottom line of it, i'm already there. It's a i-feel-bloody day. Wednesday, Work. I got awoken by this text message, no it's not discouraging, no it's not anger, but i just felt that, if there isn't a need for me to stay in this house, then so be it. If it wasn't for my compassion, wasn't for my consideration, have i already left home? I would never ever deny, they would say things to hurt you, they would make you feel you are not worth a single cent. This is a method called reverse psychology, making you feel guilty for the plight you're in and hence, they would nonetheless think you will admit defeat with your head bent down. I would only fall in that category in that 1 out of 100%, because of the initial foundation built, it brought upon the development of a strong rebelling force. Everybody has to learn life the hard way, life is never easy, who told you it was gonna be? Let me fall down, let me feel the pain, and so i would apply the suitable medicine to heal it. The scars are there to remind you, you will never fall in that way again. And of course, expected i would say, she's never buying dinner for me again. I see this as a chance to maybe shed some weight then. Never expect anything in return for the things you do as a duty, and i would never take things for granted, it's only a matter of time of how i repay. So, mom, i will leave soon, i promise you. Girl walking the spot, she stop traffic. She's got everything you can't pass it.
Monday, February 09, 2009
Luck and intuition play the cards.
Friday, Work, on the way home, Jason filled me up with gossips. Saturday, Gym before hitting Rebel, the virgin trip there. Party night with my high school mates, practically went crazy with poles and giants. ![]() The sole survivors made it to Mac at 3.27am. Sunday, The conversation got so engrossed til i was a tad too late when i left home for Tango. However, due to the congested traffic and an Indian ritual going on, i was half an hour late for class. Which i might as well gave it a miss, i just stood outside and learnt through the glass windows. Bugis-ed with Kalai, dinner with Kentucky Fried Chickkin'. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() Monday, It was on the verge of shutting down, but i made it restart because i wanted to savour more time. And the next thing i know, it was 7am. Tucked in and voila! I was late in waking up indeed, a mad rush, left me with no choice but to cab down to work. Chitty chat chat with Rina on the mobile, laughing our ass of at my fantabulous video during our potluck party some time back. We love Wii! I wanna roll with him, a hard pair we'll be. I'm not lying, am just stunning with the love glue gunning. I'll get him hot, show him what i've got.
Thursday, February 05, 2009
What it means to wait.
Tuesday, 30mins at gym, work. Wednesday, Work. I have a really bad omen, that getting up late might be a foreseen problem, i'm going deaf on those devices invented to wake you up and lets you snooze them. Despite having 2 of them set the night before, with 3 different timings, i was totally oblivious to the waking world while i'm still in that deep slumber. Something is seriously wrong when it repeats consecutively but not for just one time. And i slept much earlier the night before, to only wake up a lil past the ideal time, moreover, not with the help of any alarms. It was like, i just jolted up from my sleep. Have you ever got that? Even my boss was helpful to offer a human wakeup sms at 1030am. I'm grateful for bosses like this. Off topic, when i got home, i realized i had forgotten to zip my pants! I wonder anyone saw through them.. Thursday, I planned for gym but laziness took my determination as i continue to snooze the alarm. Work. I couldn't recall when we started this routine, prolly few days ago, but it's getting to me, that i savour every minute of it. It's like after so long, when i finally got immune to days where i just go to work, home, work, home and so on. Once in awhile, gatherings with my beloveds, and i'm starting to think afterall, it's not so bad to be in the position i'm in. Of course, something additional would always be welcomed. Something i got off the wall, there's no failure, but learning experience. I've been learning since the bad fall i had, and now, i'm walking pretty well on my own. Not to be too contented, one must always be prepared for the worst no matter how hopeful you get in times. So, i bear this in mind with optimism. After watching the clips of tributes to American soldiers, it was definitely moments of tear jerking. To add on, patience and courage. In your face as the door keeps slamming, now you're feeling more and more frustrated and you get all kind of impatient waiting. We live and we learn to take one step at a time.
Monday, February 02, 2009
Then i'm staying no doubt.
Wednesday, Day 3 of Chinese New Year, gathering at the eldest house for this year. Partyworld KTV in the evening, in the old folks channel. Starting to feel a tad too sick, must be that tiny pill, Zyrtec, that's playing tricks. Thursday, Work, partnered up with hives, i was wrapped up almost like a ninja. Calamine lotion-ed my night away. Friday, I thought i couldn't make it for work the night before, but fortunately, it cleared up and im free from hives! Saturday, I have a fully occupied Saturday, and thankfully i made it through the sick days, all prepared for this day. Woke up in the morning, whipped up 3 different types of omelettes for potluck at Rina's. CNY visiting at WanTing's house with the bunch. I can't help but go with the festive mood, gambling, it's only once a year! At Rina's in the night, while everybody laid their specially handmade dishes on the table, starts feasting heavily. Booze and Wii all night, so much so that Rina kept filling cup after cup of vodka orange juice and my arms were aching terribly from the action packed Raving Rabbids. We had free trial of photoshoots with credits of Louis. Hitched a ride home from Louis, where he started his chain of Christianity bible study with me at MacDonald's till 5.30am. Sunday, Jitters' Tango lesson 2, we were late for class. Dinner-ed at Chicago Steakhouse while Chrispy left for family gathering. The Wedding Game, with Rina, Gdine and her sister. 3 outta 5 popcorns. Monday, It serves me right, for hitting the sack only at 6am, leaving myself with only 3 hours or so of sleep. But instead, i slept through the alarms, i didn't even get to snooze them! And next thing i know, it's 1145am. Jolted up and rushed down to work, feeling guilt stricken. Cause she walk like a boss talk like a boss, manicured nailed to set the pedicure off, she fly effortlessly. |