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Thursday, February 05, 2009
What it means to wait.
Tuesday, 30mins at gym, work. Wednesday, Work. I have a really bad omen, that getting up late might be a foreseen problem, i'm going deaf on those devices invented to wake you up and lets you snooze them. Despite having 2 of them set the night before, with 3 different timings, i was totally oblivious to the waking world while i'm still in that deep slumber. Something is seriously wrong when it repeats consecutively but not for just one time. And i slept much earlier the night before, to only wake up a lil past the ideal time, moreover, not with the help of any alarms. It was like, i just jolted up from my sleep. Have you ever got that? Even my boss was helpful to offer a human wakeup sms at 1030am. I'm grateful for bosses like this. Off topic, when i got home, i realized i had forgotten to zip my pants! I wonder anyone saw through them.. Thursday, I planned for gym but laziness took my determination as i continue to snooze the alarm. Work. I couldn't recall when we started this routine, prolly few days ago, but it's getting to me, that i savour every minute of it. It's like after so long, when i finally got immune to days where i just go to work, home, work, home and so on. Once in awhile, gatherings with my beloveds, and i'm starting to think afterall, it's not so bad to be in the position i'm in. Of course, something additional would always be welcomed. Something i got off the wall, there's no failure, but learning experience. I've been learning since the bad fall i had, and now, i'm walking pretty well on my own. Not to be too contented, one must always be prepared for the worst no matter how hopeful you get in times. So, i bear this in mind with optimism. After watching the clips of tributes to American soldiers, it was definitely moments of tear jerking. To add on, patience and courage. In your face as the door keeps slamming, now you're feeling more and more frustrated and you get all kind of impatient waiting. We live and we learn to take one step at a time. |