Let's take this journey together,
where ecstacy is not a word,
but a reality.







Aggie
Amanda
Angeline
Aurelia

Cheryl
Cherlynn

Dayana
Diana

Eunice

Kat

Mr. Khoo

Priscilla
Priya

Rina

ShiHui

Wendy

XiaXue
Dawn Yang

And i crinkle my nose.
Wednesday,
Work and gym-ed.

Thursday,
Work.
Kalai dropped by whilst at work, fun with ties and potato chips.






Friday,
Work.

Saturday,
It's been pretty recent that the usual timings have been getting later and so much that i fall asleep in front of my monitor. Now, the only thing would be for me to be supportive of the working assignments that comes along. I just ask for me to be involve in every single room of that house. I don't have to be of any help, just knowing that my presence would be of great help would be favourable and appreciative. I'm just the silent one, morally and mentally.
Vegetarian dinner at Quality Hotel for gramps' birthday. After dinner programme was just a short trip of shopping with sister, Cherlynn and Kalai.












After supper, what happened really got people worried and suspense was aroused. It all boils down to basic responsibility to inform about the whereabouts. There are times, when i think i would not stop the actions because i believe in self awareness and sensibility to know what's wrong and what's right, we shall call it a part of initiative. Somehow, if any mishap were to take place, i would be the culprit responsible for your actions, taking the blame for your moment of folly. For the sake of the bond, i went out all the way to take care almost every aspect, i guess no one would be as magnanimous as i am. My intention is simply to give my two cents worth of advice, i've walked this path, i'm hoping no one will take after mine. But nonetheless, you have to fall down at least once. It's time to learn how to be independent, i will be there to help you, nothing is impossible.

Sunday,
Tango lesson 7, as the lesson approaches to the end, the gaps closes up and i have to hold my breath to not inhale any bad breath. Xin Wang for dinner, 2 hours of chatter about ghost and supernaturals. Chris and Rina couldn't stop freaking me out about scars, cancers and stitches.

It's almost like a series of non stop events happening, i have a pretty interesting month of March by far. No matter what's been happening, i take it as a new thing learnt in my book of life. The only thing i'm very aware of is this thing that it going on, it's not for nothing, it's not just a simple thing, it's not just something. It's an indescribable feeling that's more than just special. And no, i'm not good in verbal words, and the best way to test this all would be my perseverance and actions of sincerity and how much it means to me if i don't have another day of everyday i'm having now. I am not paranoid, but it just simply creates that sinking feeling if i knew of the absence. In short, i seek what is present in front of me, not those around me despite the similar traits, if there is any. This metaphor might be quite difficult to decipher though.

Nonetheless, i always reflect back on my actions and words. It just finally dawn on me and makes sense, i long for the security and sense of belonging that only comes about with your views on violence which i pretty much don't agree totally that it solves everything. But it's just that term, violence, that might be just that one thing you might resort to, to protect the one you love, to fight for pride and dignity, to get justice. How you go hard on situations i might see and feel it differently, but all i know is, there is a compromise solution for anything. And that's what i find i'm attracted to in that personality, regardless of my views on violence, your own way of standing up for the one you love, standing up for your nation. I admire this courage that no one is willing to take this extraordinary step to make a difference. It takes opposites to attracts, not everything gotta go in the same direction to make things work. After all, you just need a violent person and one calm and sensible in thoughts to make it one whole piece.

No qualms and doubts, one fine day, you will know why you're unlike any others who carries the same distinguishing feature, why you stand out from the many, why i want this so badly in that once broken heart. Because, i'm the nurse in sexy outfit, with bandages and antiseptic, always there to mend any flaws to make it a part and parcel of life. I should bring a smile to that face right now.
Reminder to self, gym routine to start tomorrow before my PT decides to put me in the naughty girl category.


I always know that you make me smile, please stay for awhile and take your time wherever you go.