Let's take this journey together,
where ecstacy is not a word,
but a reality.







Aggie
Amanda
Angeline
Aurelia

Cheryl
Cherlynn

Dayana
Diana

Eunice

Kat

Mr. Khoo

Priscilla
Priya

Rina

ShiHui

Wendy

XiaXue
Dawn Yang

There's no end in sight.
Monday,
Work.

Tuesday,
Work.
After reading so much articles about working out, my motivation is here once again. Gym-ed after work, and this time i dominated the treadmill for 20minutes. Boy was i aching, but this time round, it took a switch to my left leg instead. I was thinking, maybe i could replace it with the elliptical machine instead since it was said to have the same amount of effect, without causing much hurt to the legs because the feet are placed stationed there. Unfortunately, my PT immediately responded with a big NO. Now i'm in a tiny dilemma.

Wednesday,
Work.
I've been doing well with the time management of waking up, for the fact that i wasn't extremely late as before. Nonetheless, i've also noticed a drop in sales figure which somehow i assumed that it would be the problem of crowd. No doubt, it took some morale away, but tomorrow is always a better day!

Thursday,
Work.
Waking up from the bus ride, i realized the windows were foggy and wet with all the condensation. I had to ring up my sister to save me from the cats and dogs. After which, i got myself into a tissue affair, runny nose.

Friday,
Work, i only got there an hour and fifteen minutes later due to peak period hailing of cab and the congesting traffic.

I have always been someone who's impulse on making certain decisions, taking the plunge and never regret from it. I've got scars that would never heal because they are there to remind me the steps i took that made me someone beautiful today.
Today's bus ride home made my thoughts wandered so much, having to take all possibilities into consideration. With every point of aspects being taken with cautiousness, i slowly became aware of what i'm getting myself into, which somehow derived that i am prepared for what's to come when i embrace what i'm about to take a step in. And so, at some point of time in the midst of these thoughts running through my mind, i had sand in my eyes.

It's not something new for me, yet again, it's a whole new experience i'm gonna face. It's not about the long await but more of the painstaking unforeseen obstacles that will come standing in our way. I will never worry for my part, for i know how determine my will is when my mind is focused. Now that i've got my aim, i will have to take this long period of time to slowly inch towards the target. My decision, would be working towards what i want. If you don't give up, i won't either. To keep me going and motivated, i always turn to youtube, watching the clips i've favourite, i would be proud to be one of them, waiting and lighting that candle at home. Let's just work this together, hand in hand, cause i believe this is where the light is guiding. They have closed doors on us, and as said, to be fair, another door is opened, that is where we should be heading, together as one.
I'm just not your ordinary typical woman, i am Charmaine Lara.


If i fall, if i break, if i lose myself in someone, if i give all i am, it would be with you. It will be worth the wait.